Typed this out because (regrettably) I’ve been finding it easier and easier to write in this setting. This is what it’s for though, right? Don’t feel inclined to read, it’s just a bunch of gabbing.
I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I can’t think clearly. I can’t get off Tumblr (though that’s not new).
And then you go and get a girlfriend. Who I’m sure is lovely, but still.
And then you have to go and take a half-naked photoshoot?
At first I was all:
But then it dawned on me.
I will never have you.
And I just…
And yeah. Feelings and stuff.